Babies...babies...babies

Wow, I can't believe all the things that have been going on since I posted last! Chelsea's baby is due in 8 short weeks! I can't believe it's her and not you having a little girl! Ronnie C came to see me last weekend and he brought his daughter and step daughter...they are so precious. It seems like everywhere I look people are having baby girls and it just reminds me of how good you were with babies and what an awesome mother you would be. Jacob started high school today. It's hard to believe, isn't it. I think about how little he was when you left and how much he loved you...sleeping in your room...watching movies with you. You were like a little mommy to him and he loves you so. I wish he had more memories, but I tell him stuff about you all the time so he will never forget you. I love you baby and miss you with all my heart and soul. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and wonder how different life would be with you here. See you again some day. Mom